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FINAL JOURNAL ENTRYON Aug 2, 2014, I lost my 15 year old son to Leukemia. He was almost 16. He was such a giving person and had made many friends through his journals . A piece of my heart will always be missing! Cody, I miss you!! Although I know you are with your daddy and grandpop now, I miss you so much and always will! Cody, you always said I Be Ok when asked how you were, Well I will be OKAY too! And so will your brother and sister.
“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.” ― Haruki Murakami
Love you always and forever, MOM Sept 3 2014
THE FAMILY OF CODY/LITTLE BLINKY WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE OUTPOURING OF LOVE IN THE COMMENTS BELOW AND FOR ALL WHO READ
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Happiness MeterMy Happiness Meter just went up!
I haven't spoken with my actual voice for several months due to damage to vocal cords from chemotherapy.
I SAID "MOM" : ) Had been working on it for awhile, to surprise her!
Then- I said "NO" (like a baby's first words-LOL)
I mean, they were low and crackly, but hey- at least it's a start of things to come! And Mom cried and hugged me!
I got to be in Slate Blue Rabbit's live stream on TTR youtube video! We did a factory, a building, and a VP together,
along with a few other friends! It was awesome! Best day I ever had on TTR aside from when I got an alpha key!
Slate dedicated her stream to me, and that is what makes her even more awesome! TY Slate! And stay safe! War is hell!
AND.................. I got a dear friend back who I thought I lost!!!!!!
AND.................. I got to pay it forward-- made some new friends, and made some friends happy....
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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